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I stepped into church today,
and didn't burst into flames.
I held my breath as i crossed inside,
waited to be struck down by this God's fury,
but it was remarkably uneventful.
High ceilings,
rows of pews and piety,
people of faith,
believing blindly in an answer.
I turned backwards in my seat,
facing the other direction from the rest,
and wondered what it felt like to accept.
I tried singing their hymns,
amens in unison.
Broke bread and drank blood,
wearing my tie-dye t-shirt
under my church clothes,
silently rebelling,
my quiet pagan allegiance.
Last night i held my own worship,
among pine trees and starlight,
moon rising over our lake.
Took sacrament in shared laughter,
and campfire smoke.
Spirits whispering soft enchantments,
manifesting our desires.
Today we prayed together and i realized,
it's the same thing.
We use different names,
to make God feel like ours,
to bring salvation closer,
putting our faith into something,
anything to help us feel significant,
to justify our existence.
We can't accept that there's nothing,
such an empty actuality,
so we'll believe what they tell us,
or even in magic.
Nod our heads through the sermon,
and stand up and sing
hallelujah!
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